Lost

I have realized  how hard parenting is. How do foster parents do it? We get the kids that have been through a lot and we are suppose to get them back on track. HELP  How do you all do it! The bad attitude and  terrible fits, the not listening and telling you no...... WOW I have found myself sitting in a closet and crying, trying not to loose it. What are we suppose to do? What do you do when you feel like you are going to loose it? We are suppose to be the better parents, be the role models to other parents. UGH its so hard!! I do not know what I would do with out GOD and my loving husband!!!!   PRAYER is the key!!!