Friday, July 22, 2011

Sick of holding it together!

Well friends I am so over acting like the world is some happy little place! I dont know why I have waited till now to loose it but, well I have. And maybe it is the fact that I was suppose to be getting a nursery together and bring home my baby in 2 weeks.
I never thought it would ever be this hard. The one thing that I have always wanted got taken away from me. It really hurts..... I dont even know what to say............ I need help!  Wanting to try again but afraid for it to happen again

1 comments:

  1. There are no words for your loss. You will be in my prayers and I hope the days, and weeks that follow get a little easier. As far as trying again, you will know when you are ready and nothing, not even fear, will stop you....

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